Tormenting month part.13

today... while sweeping my room... found lotsa lotsa mumified beatles under my bed... ewww... i didnt know that there's a cemetery of beatles down there.. and hor, the amazing part... they died at almost the same place??? hmmmmm~ this is really weird... then horm today's Jinn's bday.. i think... gua... shud be lar.. then hor, mr aircond-man came today.. do lotsa drilling... and thnx to that, there's a mountain of dust on everything... my bed, radio, cupboard, f.math notes, soft toys... everything... like it juz snowed dust... if i collect all of the dust, i could have made a snowman...

Tormenting month part.12

Today, is the day, the historic day where everything that's got to do with chemistry in my life... juz stop... as in banging into a wall n stop where izit... today, is the day where i'll sit for my chemistry paper 5... haiz... its a tragedy i'll say... haiz... okielar, i'll admit... the paper is relatively easier i comparisson to all the other papers i've sat so far... discluding mechanics of coz... and the sad part, I RAN OUT OF TIME!!!! if only they give me another 5 minutes extra that i wouldn't left out any questions T_T nywayz, exam is adi a pain in the ass... for me at least... and wats more, its been raining ever since the exam... lets see, the place where i first sat, which is right in front... the best place ever... is raining thanx to the aircond... then once i shifted to the back... it was raining as well... darn~ and there goes my paper.. all blotchy n my ink smeared like nobody's business... then hor, haiz... cannot become a doctor adi lor~ failed chemistry... haiz~ no hope man...the hopelessness is seeping into every inch of my bones... then,went library-ing... and the mantenance department was doing some check up on their P.A system and fire alarm... damn annnoooooying lar... people studying there u go make a hell of noise... grrr~ then hor, saw this gurl holding CookieMonster(the blue fellar in Sesame Street) in library..sooo cute ler~ not the gurl, but the doll... this is the first time anyway,seeing someone bring a softtoy onto the library... anywayz, can you people like stop linking me to TheCuteGoddess??? hello.. if u do that once more, i'll emo like nobody's business and counter everything until the point that u're speechless and i won;t stop there but go on and rub it in even more... you sure donwan that to happen rit??? you know who this is targetted to...

p/s: saw annie today.. a.k.a the moral teacher.. but for got her name... paiseh lar =P thought it was sumthing like Marry or sumthing... oso mengshuen the most geng.. can remember her name..yeah~

Tormenting month part.11

haiz ... duno y.. it may be caused by the exams being too far apart, or could be all the disappointments and disastrous battle so far, or could be some other factors, or for some other stupid reasons lar, my 'exam mood' is reducing little by little every moment... haiz... like today, don't really feel like go college-ing... if my 'ji-mui' din ask me go college i don't think i'll be there today... anywayz,today, din do anything much.. wat a day.. feel like sleeping for the entire day... head feel soo numb... with over-flowing feeling of dumbness... this, eventually, cannot be helped... suck man... anyway, not much people in college today.. besides those resitting physics practical and those who're juz there... like me~ nywayz, saw PuiEe's NS letter today... woo~ i feel so lucky not to get it.. whew~ and she's suppose to geet this letter from Rajes a.k.a Black Face God a.k.a bitch a.k.a wateva u wanna call her... coz hor, according to her hor, her NS term start on jun 14 while graduation nite is june 15... lucky her... and hor, today, she, being the second 1 to come, with her hair all messy and all... my first guess was that she slept in the car which she probably did... donolar, she said that she din comb hair... but still kinda adorable in that look =P as usual.. super innocent...

then hor, went lunching... and this time, with Henna... woo~ another cute+innocent looking gurl... n all her jokes.. OMG~ got bird level man~ anywayz, in conclusion, for the whole day... din really study much... haiz~ dissapointing... anywyz, tomorrow's chemistry paper 5... my pro-est paper so far... but i wont be over confident... get too cocky and u shall fall flat on ur back like a tortoise... anywayz, i'm ready for all possibilities... wont get caught with my pants down again.. like how i did in physics... n my chemistry life... shud end tomorrow... yeah... the very end of it.. if possible, i don wanna do anything thats got to do wif chemistry and biology anymore....

Tormenting month part.10

chemistry today, is a disastrous ordeal... or shud i put it frankly, i'm so gonna fail chemistry again, but this time, in the REAL EXAMS??? goddarnit~ i've been working soo soo soo soo damn bloody hard for this stupid paper alone sacrificing my mechanics en route to it.... damn lar... like SPM, and the previous AS exam, the questions are juz. . . juz . . . juz . . . tooooooooooo bloooody freaking tooooooooooooty darn chickening ducking doggy poo-ing crab in snail shell-ing basic... =.= seriously, its soo basic that i duno wats it about.. could you believe that?? thats the same way as how i screw up my AS n SPM paper last time... really pissed about that... and hor, the sad part is, like how history is bound to repeat itself.. on me?? , there're soo darn a lot of calculations.. dammit... too many that it juz knock my senses off and leaving me blur for a while, the same thing happened during the previous major exams... anyway, its not really unexpected, i haven't have high expectations anyway... truthfully, i'm not expecting myself to do any good in the first place... like what the famous cute damn lengzhai n attractive philosopher ThomasThong d' almighty yeng said " the battle ended before it even start"... well, same thing here, Chemistry exam is over before it even started... haiz... depressing man... then hor, as usual, see the questions from the back, first page, hydrogel? (shit), amino acid? (shit) ... @%#&$*#% ... hess's law? (shit) so leh, the only word that seem to appear in my brain seem to be S-H-I-T . . . crap lar, and for some reasons, i think my thought is too strong that even ms.GOD a.k.a doctor Yeow~ sitting beside me could hear it.. woo~ interesting rit???

then here come math paper 4 a.k.a mechanics, OMG~ see first question, ermmm... not bad lar, quite okie, then go all the way to the back, not bad oso~ hehez, and when i'm done, look at the clock... 1 hour left... sei lor.. then hor, so ngam, my bladder buat hal, feel like pee-ing T_T but don dare go out, scared waste time, then look around, expect everyone still writing n counting n brain-ing and erasing n swinging non stop... n hor, i finish ahead of KW... YES~ achievement... but dono correct wan or not coz i kept getting nice numbers, soo, i assume that its correct lor, then see someone else blur-ring , see siwei still doing, then see PuiEE oso still erasing, i think then look to my front, ms.GOD II adi sitting there looking around... =.= how could she finish ahead of me...

anywayz, ate ice kacang in Cafe today... the ice is not bad, but the beans+jagung+boogeys(the green stuff) all seem to have been left out for a few months before being tossed into my bowl... =.= out of 10, maybe get 4... consider not bad adi lar... wat can u expect?? m hor, still kena buli today, linking me to GoD II.... i mean H E L L O ! ! ! i'm juz an earthworm k??? if wan link oso at least throw me with someone less smart please... i don have the qualification to even have van de waals bond wif her k~ maybe max can lar, god of eating... or wateva... then hor, all this 'si fei'.. haiz, dono why, i'm always link to this kinda of stuff... lets see, the first time i got drag in, form 1, with this gurl that i kinda know bit bit, and hor.. the tragic part... thats my first GF... NOOOOOOOOOOOO~ T_T
then form 2.. got rumours by some donkeys saying who like me lar this lar, and hor, they're from remove class... great... how could they even say something like that when they don even have the kelayakan to call my name.... jk jk... then the list go on and on and on and on... until now... y her lar... for heaven sake....

Tormenting month part.9

NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 1 day to chemistry paper 4?!?!?!? OMG~ wat i'm gonna do?? darn it.. there're so little time to read but yet soo much more to go... how leh how leh?? haiz~ anywayz, really did studied a lot today in library, its an achevement i'll say and the oni flaw is that we din manage to grab that hidden table.. NOOOOO~ according to wye gor hor, there this biatch that spread paper all over the table to ba wai... seriously whore of nature... if she wasnt pretty, i've adi slap her lar... jk jk.. i'll not slap a gurl regardless of how yong sui she is.. =P anywayz, managed to finish a whole file of notes today... not bad rit? and i dare say oni 50% entered my brain... thats surprisingly alot... then went lunching today in medan... ate that chicken thingy kinda nice, better than the 1 with orange taste...

then went cafe-ing, saw the news on some 2 naked gurls hugging the footballer...=.= then went library-ing again, watch shyanjen playing some patapong thingy thats kinda cute... woo~ then hor, seriously lar, sunway got lotsa hot chicks man... bt most of them are indonesians... wth?? and they're kinda fair... really fair...then hor, seriously lar, wats in the world is wrong with gurls these days??? u tell me u tell me... why r they sooooo freaking tall??? n i'm soo freking short??? stupid ler...
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Tormenting month part.8

duno y, for the whole damn nite, can't sleep... grrrrrr... so leh, ended up sleepless for the entire nite, and my brain was spinning for the whole nite... wtf man~ i don remember taking anything caffeinated at all... haiz, but when I "woke up", I'm half expecting myself to be kinda imbalance...@@.. u know u know, the blur blur n simply bang here bang there that type??? but turned out the other way around... felt damn awake... woo~ then hor, arrives at college quite late today and start cutting paperz all the way till JinJar came n sat opposite me... it's been a long time ever since i've met her and to tell the truth, she din change at all... the same person who likes mocking me..=> and she was bringing this raelly thick book that's thicker than The Half Blood Prince and she's suppose to read it??? amazing ~ and He came too, mr gigantic watermelon... but he walked away~ Oo ~ and hor, guess what that "cute-gurl-in-pink" =.= thats wat i call her lar, came earlier than me... interesting~ and for the first time, i've noticed that SyUC is kinda full of hot chicks n cute gurls leh~hmmmm~ don use to relise it before this... and hor, went to library a bit too late, d' place is adi taken!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ fine, i'll conquer it tomorrow!!! juz watch me~

then, for half the morning and almost the whole afternoon, my brains n eyez are soooo full of starz that they're really starz~ wooo~ n birds~ haiya... don care lar, but thats my first time though, making such a thing for such a person... and hor, according to God, my supposedly "goddess of cuteness" was sitting for ISAT or sumthing wor.... aiya, who cares lar, she's suppose to be a godess anyway... take wat oso no problem... but the thing that she's taking is suppose to be an IQ test wor... so leh.. dono lar... who knows, sum people are imbalance wan wert~ no meh??? damn good in studies but damn low in IQ ( I think total bastard are 1 of those people).

then later, ermmmmm... wat happen adi arrr??? oh yeah~ before that, on the way back from lunch, saw a bat-mobile ( u know u know??? batman's car??? i dono how to spell alr.. paiseh lar~) on the road beside the side gate... wow... damn "cool" man... a kancil with a batman sticker on the supposedly place where ur car brand logo is.... and when it was crossing the bumper, i was half expecting it to like juz fly over, but it turned out,well, it kinda... crawled over??? and its acceleration?? well, i would gladly say, 10km/h in 20 seconds... =>

then hor,Cc is still close!!! godammit... and hor, realise sumthing, MUFY has more cute gurls than any other programs!!! wow~ and followed by AUSMAT!!! wat a shame to Alevels...haiz~

Tormenting month part.7

its been almost a month since i've started on intensive study campaign... and today, is the day where i've totally wasted my time... yeah~ din really do anything...grrrrr~then hor, went to IoI again.. as usual, on sundays... bumped into some ex-8mile-ian but none of them recognise me... disappointing..*sigh.. wat to do, i've gotten more lengzhai and more yeng the last time they've ever seen me... really wert, if u've ever compared me with my photos of my past, i'm more yeng n cute in comparisson... well, i WAS a piece of crap...wooo~ then bump into sis's fren in jusco and popular.. both of them are kinda good looking, but too bad, i don't mess with kids~ drop the question why. then hor, actually wanna watch Indiana Jones wan... but no ticket... wat de toooooooot man~ its like twice in a row that i the tickets ran out when i wanna buy them... soo swei ler...

anywayz, went home, tried to do some mechanics, but , fainted after 1 question all the way till dinner... wat the crap man~ its soooooooo darn boring....so, thats me, hates studying... grrrr~

P/S

why is everyone soo emo these days leh???? hmmmm~ especially me... GRRRRRRRRRRR~ it could be the exams, or it could be something much worse... i wish i know wat izit.. its kinda bugging me everyday... i think i've juz beat K to the King of Emo title... hmmmm~ but i'm still kinda far from emofreak... where the aura of emo-ness is surpasses mine with thousand fold... WOW Oo.. awesome rit????

to JoJo..soriler...really really sorry~ can't do anything... T_T *sobs~

Tormenting month part.6

guess what, when i woke up this morning... got an sms from emo-freak... and according to it, he's, supposedly, having a BBQ party at his house after A2... cool eh~ but truthfully, i have half my mind not to go leh~ how leh?? haiz... half of it is encouraging me to go coz everyone might be going... and that i can meet people from other colleges... *wink wink* the other half is meanwhile...errr..dono why... laziness i suppose... or are there other stuff?? duno lar, but shud go or not leh??? later oni think about it lar...

lets see, saturday, as expected, din do as much as in college.. and not many thing happen as well... soo darn boooooring man~ haiz~ anywayz, next paper on wednesday... chem n mechanics... sei lor... chem.. stupid applications...

and lastly, I HATE POPUPS!!! grrr... especially those in blogspot.. soo irritating man~ thos that jump up and tell u that u've juz wont a mac air or wateva it is~

Tormenting month part.5

yesterday hor, received a letter from the college... and guess what, it's my mock result!!! then hor, kena tooooooooooooot by parents for failing physics n further math... actually din really fail lar... borderline case.. and din even manage to get an A for math leh... soo damn malufying u know.... OMG~ thats yesterday lar, today, is an entirely a new day... oh ya, before this, i've always wanna write about the goat of ACCA ( someone that looks like a goat and shuen's coming senior!!! OMG~)... that weirdo, seriously, is a weirdo man.... see him for so long, especially those mornings when i'm in college alone.... wah,tell u har, he's really weird man, and he's at the comp in front of me at this moment... i'm in clc ma... the first weird thing about him, he's got a goatee~ u know, that sort of janggut that makes him resemble a goat... and the newt weird thing, he's weird, something like emo freak at times... or more like, emo freak is sumthing like him at times??? and hor, for some reasons, he's like in the world of his own... the world where female goats live~

then hor, managed to book the hidden table today-the table thats kinda hidden in the 2nd floor library where u can make quite a bit of noice and nobody cares-yeah~ and we kinda planned sumthing which obviously failed... coz hor... somebody hor.... nvmlar... not ur fault oso... u too hao ren adi ma... then hor,mai like that lor, bought a 4GB pendrive from pc fair today in college... last day sumore and hor, the record of that 740 cars for burnout remains unbeaten till this day...

haiz... then hor, u know hor, Eason has this mtv hor... OMG.. damn erotic man... its like the battle of anacondas man... u know ler, when snake fight, they will like... errrr... u know ler... like that like that... OMG... and hor, using a smoke grenade to blur out everyone, all the kelefe in that mtv..really really cham.. yun wong sumore... haiz... and its snowing in the month of may.. with all the liang roma standing up...ermmm not the liang lar, but the bulu... it was until a while that i realize that i'm still under 18..too young to watch that.. woo~ haiya... wei wei arrrr.... uy're really too straight man~ use the power of observation n hypothesis testing...... n u shall see beyond wat u shall see~ anyway,really emo today... dono y... maybe captain is at home... hmmmm~ dunolar.... anywayz, saw meisan a.k.a the GOD~ alone ... again... seriously lar, don she has any frens at all?? if yes, where're they??? she's always in library... alone that type.. soo kesian u know... sit alone, soo lonely,with oni books to keep her company... awwww... i wont wan a life like that man.... anywayz, she's right behind me... (still in computer lab) ... whoops~ i mean, she was behind me a few seconds ago... n hor, for the first time in history, i kinda regreted my decision to skip std 4... u know hor, this year's AUSMAT hor... soo damn a lot of hot chicks u know... drool~ and alevels have kinda a lot as well... omg~ but tooo bad lar, even if i din jump, i'll still choose to remain a bachelor... yeah~ maybe now's not the time to u know~ ehem ehem lar~ i'm still not kinda ready yet.. well, the past has been accidents all around... but this time, i'm so gonna make sure i don screw up again... yeah~ and hor, that Eason mv hor.. omg~ i hor.. 在也看不下去了~

Tormenting month part.4

today, the 4th day after the start of the exams... groan~ why is the time passing soo soo darn freaking fast?? u tell me u tell me.... lets see, in the morning~ hmmm.... arrived extremely early in college, when the guards are still marching..=.= then, started off with chem application booklet early in the morning... fainted half way till ivan came gatecrashing into my dreamz~ then arrrr, thats all loo~ for the morning.. now, sumthing i've found on the net *wink something about eating steak.. "one day, when a customer was waiting for his steak in a posh restaurant... and after a long wait, he was served steak without his knife...=.= and for 2 hours, he was eating his steak with oni his fork... that depressed little fork had to bear the gloominess of the place until the accursed waiter came with a knife... anyway, for a posh restaurant, the light was a bit bright... "

anyway,come lunch time, was eating, but, me n shyanjen n ivan sat at another table separated from them... coz, there's no place to breathe, not enuf air~ i might juz suffocate there... haiya, i'm trying my best adi ler... my very best... and for some reason, i've got some feeling that, i think i'm not the only one with that feeling, that we're kinda falling apart.... haiz... don care lar, we'll manage anyway... juz try to ignore... yeah~then registered for WCG for CS... but its in july leh... long long time more.... then went back library after watching someone getting 740 car crashes for burnout... he's nutz...

then mai continue continue while " customer eating gleefully knocking his knife n fork all over the plate... and hello...it the library purleaseeeeee... and some taylorian making a hell of noice back there... annooooooooying man... okielor,since i'm almost done chemistry-ing... i mai go lepak for a while lor... haiz..wat a day man...

then hor, these days, restaurants hor, have some really weird rules??? so leh, the waiter collects back the fork first... leaving the knife on the plate, in the dark...(lightbulb burn adi) .. gu gu dan dan de guo re zi... cham rit..

well well,ladies n gentleman,thats the end of it... the end of the story~ so long folks

PRODUCTION OF TOM HOUSE OF ENTERTAINMENT

Tormenting month part.3

waliao... 7 early 8 early, god frant me wintermelon and super watermelon... =.= get the hint lar... anywayz, siwei came a moment later... and for some reason, there're like kinda a big group of us there today... yeah~ and lets see, sat there and.... errrr... how to say arrrrr.... dou dou cha cha kiling kalang <<<<<<<<(sound effect) yeah... sumthing like that lar... and when the period of desert eagles whacking the a flower bed.... =.= seriously lar... accidents happenlar siwei.... then hor, ermmm.. wat happen adi arrr??? errrr.... i still remember going cafe... ermmm.... sumthing like that lar... then hor, went library..waliao.. damn a lot of ppl leh.. muz be CC close down then they got nowhere to go besides library =.= at least found some place at the 3rd floor....then me mai sat wif Omegafat lor...and rit in front of us.. there's a couple making out.. =.= nice view though... and a bit distracting as well yeah~ but overall, the guy is quite good looking wan ler, but the gurl, if u don see the top then is oso kinda okie wan ler, quite hawt~

then during lunch, Wye said that even FTZ is closed down!!! OMG~ looks like some internal conflict between the world of CC and the gov... aiya, but anyhow, it'll still reopen someday... like wat happen to Orange anyway... it was closed down for quite some time last time but re-open-ed in the end oso wert... then back to library.... haiz... depressing.. anyway, lets go back to where i start... fork fork knife knife kiling kalang (sound effect)... and i've got proof for it~ =P but nvmlar, i'll keep it to my own for now... anyway, received undertable information from hau gor... woo~ so leh, all in all, the summary fo wat i've done~ found the perfet spot to "study" with amazing scenery.... and of coz, i din fall asleep in library!!!?!?! OMG~ thats an achievement man... its not easy to accomplish u know.... wow~

Tormenting month part.2

lets see... its study break!!!! yeah rit..... i still went college-ing anyway... wasn't the only weird 1 anyway... even gods like MeiSan (i hope i spell her name correctly) went... saw her in foyer and bumping into her in library...still have the sad and boring look after all this while... hmmmm~ interesting... anyway, stayed alone in foyer until siwei came crashing in and were talking about FORCE until F/x came... and u know wat... come on lar siwei... u're not that straight are u??? accidents will happen you know.... then ermmm... lets see... went cafe-ing with them, as usual FORCE is playing flowers and guns... >.< soo ngan yuen~ ehem ehem... its kinda hazy today...nearly suffocate... and it rains...lar lar lar...

then went up to library.. wanna sit sumwhere away from them... so that i wont be distracted~ then went looking for ms Kala for a while... still don understand wat she say =.= sad rit??? grrrr... nvm, went back to study.. all alone, facing the discussion room... as usual, better scenery wert~ and kinda thinking about the weirdo i've seen this morning... well, before they came, there was this gurl that kept walking by and was staring at me everytime she walk by... and thats kinda... freaky~ who knows, i might kena rape... but too bad lar, if she's interested at me *wink *wink... me however, is not interested in this kind of thing watsoever... not yet anyway...

then went lunching... wif them... the usual affair, oni that, medan is kinda flooded wif people today... there're like loads of them... then after that,went back to library... no mood lar... wanna go CC... but hor, you know wat... CC has been closed down!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO~ its sooo soooo unfair... of all time.. why now???? sobs T.T . . . haiz... really depressing ler.... so leh, cant tahan... feel like dying... sobs...

and hor, like wat i said eaerlier, posted from MRC a.k.a library's comp lab, X found out!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ nvmlar... looks like i can't gossip too much... sobs~ T.T coz, i'm pretty sure she'll keep an eye on this place forever... hor???

so the-LAME...

OMG!!! X FOUND MY BLOG!!!!
WHAT SHUD I DO???
OMG OMG OMG OMG... >.<
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
SHUD I MAKE A RUN FOR IT???
YES??? NO???
OMG OMG OMG

Tormenting month part.1

with this, my renewed battle with exam has again, begin... the gruesome battle that will last for a month... before i concede defeat or i stomped the enemy's testicles flat... haiz...sad man... first day adi got tragedy... stupid physics...

anyway, my day..ehem ehem... first of all, its Wesak Day a.k.a public holiday..yeah~ to those who don have anything to do, and suck for those who's got exam on... including me... T_T .. lets see,followed mother to temple first thing in the morning... wif empty stomach... soo kesian u know T.T anyway, i'm kinda religionless, i don mind entering a church or mosque => . . . and while praying (which i think i kinda did it the correct way ) and out of a sudden mommy said "you know what to ask for right?" ermmmm.... the problem is, i've got lotsa request that'll span all the way to China if u stack it back to back... woo.. anyway, the answer is 'No'.. okielar, maybe all i can ask for is for me to not screw up physics, get into NTU, and for some other people to excel in exam as well... and then, off for breakfast!!! oh yeah~

then arrive at college bout 9 sumthing... n hor... damn little people leh... not many, then waited till more people is visible and of coz, Force are among them, then went up to library, start studying all the way lunchtime... then continue with radioactive... T.T and can't wait for the paper... getting restless... and more and more ****** came... grrrr.... destroying my exam mood oni...

got into the hall...took my sit behing god number 2 a.k.a meisan... flip open the paper... the oni thing in my mind ... " F**#%$^@U#^$%@!~C^#%@#*K" ..electronics... great... the thing that i suck in most... grrr... n hor,looks like my faith with electronics will go on for a while... lets see, it was electronics for AS and now... its even electronics for A2??? come on man... that sux...and wats more, conducting electricity with glass??? okie lar, i admit its possible... but still, stupid rit?? anyway, finished the whole paper in about an hour, and kinda have to tahan pee in the exam hall...

grrr... and now, 1 down, 7 to go.. i'm begining to wonder whether can i still survive through that storm of exams... and it'll be chemistry pretty soon, mechanics is no sweat anyway...

The Exam Begins~

at last, after months of preparation ( yeah rit) the big day is here... and one of the most important days after SPM a.k.a ( stress paper malaysia)... the final of the final exams which are bound to steer my future from now on... the most important of importants..yeah.. and so, these torturous days ahead of me begins with physics paper 5, which is so unlike its sibling chemistry paper 5 which i can do pretty well... for the record of half a year, i haven once gather half the mark of the paper.. grrrr... well,it may not seem hard to most, but for some reasons, i juz can't seem to get a hang of it... wtf man... and it ends wif physics too... dammit, another dumb paper which i haven been able to do well... great... demotivating start, and depressing end... anyway, we're ( as in the science students ) will be starting about a week earlier than arts students.. >.< soo unfair rit.. but anyhow.. we get to finish first..yeah~ and that gives me time to go shopping for Redang trip too.. woo... anyway,about the pep talk between me and my soldiers (stationaries), we've reached some deals...:

1) no drying up in the duration of the war (gel pens)
2)no breaking into pieces under stress (eraser)
3)no crumbling under pressure (pencil lead)
4)no bouncing around ( long rulers)

and those mia including protractor and short ruler... and for some reasons,why the hell do i have so many colorpens in my pencil box? like it'll be of use in the exams... =.= and one more, i wonder will the college bookshop be open for me ...OMG~ i feel sooooooo incomplete... darn it..and moreover, tomorrow is suppose to be a holiday... damn... i'm soo screwed...

anyway, to everyone :
GOOD LuCk!!! Hope that all of you will make it out of this in one piece, especially those who retake their AS.... and don forget about RedanG... look forward to it k??

~ peace man~may the force be with you...ermmm... i don mean FORCE... but..ermmm... aiya, u all tahu tahu sendirilar!!!!! =>

its an emo nite

grrrr..... why can't i do better than this??? what am i lacking???? i feel that something is missing..all this effort....with both sweat and blood... whats the use...grrrrr...... getting a bit crossed for the moment... grrrrr *&(#&(&@#$^@#&$^(*#%&.... feel like chopping something, or at least whacking something... grrrr.... can't even beat total bastard in class... damn sia sui man... OMG..... what the heck is wrong with me??? where're my brains??? the 1 thats with me 2 years ago... where izit.... where??? WHERE!?!?!?!?!/ goddammit... wat the heck man.... shit lar..and exam is juz around the corner.... wat to do leh... damn ler.... damn damn damn damn.... looks like...1 solution... no more CC-ing for me.. until exams are over... but thats not enuf... i don have the motivation to succeed anymore???? wat about entering my dream university??? owning huge cars??? owning submarines??? jets??? NOOOOOOOOOO~ its all soooo blur now.... out of reach... i feel soo disconected... why??? where izit??? the motivation??? feel really really demoralised at the moment.... grrrrr.... and demotivated... T_T ...

what a day part.10

lets see,nothing much in the morning besides weiwei coming earlier than HIM.. yes yes yes oh yes... then ermmm.... nothing much lor..juz like ordinary days... boring~then, planning to straight away go library when it opens to get my fengshui place..but hor..max hor.. brought a bloody laptop!!! omg~ armed with counter strike.. >.< size="5">THE FORCE... hmmm.... after some bagua-ing found out that its in pyramid... watching Prince Caspian or sumthing... woo~ exam still got time to go cinema-ing (look who's talking)

then hor, during lunch, on the way out, met Mr Yong a.k.a Yao Gor outside library, then go join into his conversation wif Hau Gor for ahile... and on the way for lunch, saw the group of them at the photocopy shop... when he was departing heard something like " tell the couple Happy Wateva lar from Mr Yong" hmmmm~ that took some time to register in me and bang...its the FORCE!!! woo.. wonder how he knew about it... scary man... dono where he get all those information..or does he really notice that all this while?? OMG... at least he's being observant.unlike the other lecturers who're blur blur like sotong... then after that, went CC-ing... =( got my 12 kill streak in COD again.. thnx to mr Sniper..

then went back to college, on the way pit stop to watch Thomas Cup a bit... woo... ChongWei beat Lindan..wow... but malaysia lost 2-3 to china anyway... thnx to hafiz... then mai go study lor... seriously lar... i hate studying lar.. hate those books... then mai go study a bit, then notice its too hot, 23 celcius man... its a bit hot for a library u know..so leh,mai migrate down lor... along with sengseng and jinnjinn to a much colder environment... looked soo innocent and that kinda of deep concentration in her notes... woo.. but max kept disturbing... kesian her a bit lar...

then later, on the way to the "little boys' room" ( a word i found in that weird book.. sumthing call euphamisms or sumthing ) knock into the FORCE head-on... then went toileting lor... saw X walking into the toilet while me walking out the other door rit beside while F/X is waiting outside the library.. then mai went down lor...then,have this feeling.... Force, is coming... OMG... so leh,attempted to hide myself by throwing a jacket over me... (praying that they juz walk by ) then... "poke""poke" looked up... OMG... F/K ... okielor... let ppl fa xian ler... haiz... i suck in hiding anyway... then they mai sit down lor...talk talk a bit.... me study study a bit... and its a bit cold there.. >.< so leh, after while, Hau Gor called K, and OMg..he told him that Yao Gor said sumthing... then ket pressuring... fine... if u wanna know the truth, its on ur own consequences... n shyanjen lar... watler, go bocorkan my tempayan... hmmm.. aiyak... i shud've said, "ask me nothing and i shall tell u no lies"... NOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ missed the opportunity again... watler

what a day part.9

lets see, morning, dammit, he's the first 1 to come again..watler, get kicked out from his group of friends then oni come join us?? watler,like he'll succeed in mixing in wif us like that... then hor, get annoyed by him all the way until weiwei came over to drag me go help weiwei mama carry Dragon Fruit (WOW) to her office...and lotsa dragon fruits that type...wow~ and that,save me some annoyance from him..oh yess~n hor, i think he tried sticking to us for the rest of the day... then hor, yesterday, was NeeNee's bday!!! OMG... and i totally forgotten about that!!! OMG... i'm soo screwed~ T.T she won't talk to me for the rest of my life...NOOOOOOOOO~ (oh ya,forgot to intro intro, NeeNee is my childhood fren that's been kinda close to me for kinda a few years ago..lost contact for a few months, oni found her with her hp number changed..wat to do,juz came back from NS ma)

then hor,in the afternoon, lets see, went CC again, but this time isn't on purpose... i donwanna go adi wan u know... since exam is like damn near... but hor,since there're many of them..go oni lar...=P and there..damn emo man..tell u hor, we own them damn a lot in de_dust man... and iceworld as well... but hor, not even 10 rounds, they change map..into aim_map..stupid lar.. the map which i hate most... and in that map..after like wat 20 rounds..call change map..donwan change..wtf man?? i have a funny feeling, K ,the host of this server, is given adn 'absolute command' by X who i garanty will be sitting rit next to him not to change map...grrrr... but this time,henna is here as well..OMG... can't imagine a cute innocent gurl like her start killing other people... okielar,she killed me once..by surprise..yeah~ and hor,because of that,emo for 1 hour...Oo

Then later in student centre,Dog came wif chihuahua, Oo... first time hear her talk u know..wow...but ehr voice is not that i expected anyway, i would have expected sumthing more high pitched~ sumthing like... err... err... chihuahua???? yeah~

anyway,saw K holding X's hand today, got a glimpse of it... wat ler..sumore donwan admit..if he ever say her hands are cold..in FOYER??? again... yeahrit... like i'm gonna believe...

what a day part.8

holiday again,yet in college... but today, at least there're more people..even mengshuen is here..yeah~ and hor,there's class at 11.30 sumore leh... haiz... hmmm~ today hor, we're sitting at separate tables in the foyer(as usual) till the econs people went up for class wif bigbird(saw his hair sprouting from his ears today..seriously...its dammn dammn long man..longer than siwei's bulu ketiak) and leaving shuen with emofrek+wintermelon and X&wei... and the other table which consist of me,JT,shin n Ee and richard gor came a little while later... then mai call her over lor... at first donwan to come over wan, but, as usual, manage to persuade her by offering to help her transfer her stuff over.. yeah =p but seriously lar, X looked soo dead without K leh.. look soo kesian...lifeless like a walking corpse a.k.a zombie a.k.a X without K...haiz..donolar..

then in class, last class with mr yong... kinda bored as usual, nothing have changed... then hor,during the 10 minutes break, gossiped a lot...yeah~ lotsa stuff lar... and talk talk talkuntil mr yong came back from lunch..oh yeah, before i forgot, that stupid emofreak.. always simply sitting at other people's place..damn lar..last time sat at my place forcing me to go sit with total-bastard, and now, wth, sitting at bear's place??? really stupid ma.. stupid insensitive crappy full of bullshit emo freak...and he had already touched some nerve of mine.. like what he did this morning... stupid man... talking to him make me feel soo geram and..grrrr... and one thing about him, besides being insensitive and not knowing when to be a bit more sensitive, he won't know if he had touched some nerves and go on as though his joke is very funny like that...stupid rit?? big ass-ed monkey...

anyway,went CC-ing wif richard (first time) and i release lotsa water so that he could kill me like piece of cake...okielar,i admit,he's kinda geng...kinda oni arrr... and see lar, i'll kepit his gf out one day..yeah...

what a day part.7

today is a damn damn loooooooooong day man... first,arrived at college earlier than every single student today... OMG... and extra early that type... then hor, the first 1 to come after me...TUCKSENG!!! OMG!!! then start to annoy me..damn lar.... and with complex numbers in front of me... its not a good combination sumore... later,siwei came, and went pingpong for a while before going to white... surprisingly,k&X came shortly afterwards..nothing special..oni that, she came earlier that her sis who's supposedly have class? wow,that's sumthing though..

then in the afternoon,after a day's hardwork, finished complex numbers finally, went CC-ing..then..ermmm... wat happen adi arrr??? i oni remembered being pawn over and over again... by everyone lar... haiz..how could this happen to me... then went back library-ing.. here, K&X again,sat as usual... and this time, caught K&X kinda holding hands but K said"her hands are cold" ermm...fine by me.. but hor... shudn't both of her hands be cold at the sme time?? i haven seen anyone who's hands are each at different temperature... then hor, before i forgot, before lunch-ing,at one of our usual pitstop, notice K's hand knocking(banging) into X's hand... grrr.... this kid..if wanna grab,juz grab lar.. no nid bang here bang there...=.= and of coz, some few attempts of hugging (which eventually failed to take off for some reasons) haiz.. sad lar... inexperience teenagers...

anyway, saw meisan a.k.a the gurl genius (sumwhere around God's level)... she's smart clever and everything, and oso kinda pretty >.< but for once, i've noticed for some time, she's always alone..i wonder what happen to all her classmates?? hmmm... she may have all the brains in the world, but, she's lonely..wat's the use leh??? u tell me u tell me... while me, i have frens, but definitely not brains.... which i much more prefer... peace -.-v

what a day part.6

monday...blues..as usual, Man-U got the Cup!!!1 wat i care... today, is the new form 6's first day of school... oh yes~ its about time they go back to school anyway, since they've been enjoying life after spm for so darn long... and today, of all days... 3 damn freaking hours u know!!! and its mr rajah we're talking about... for 3 hours, sat there like a dungu, staring at the same page for 3 hours..lucky got breaks in between..orelse~ haiz

then after that,went lunching with only the 5 of us (me,siwei,max,jay,seng) and the rest,have no idea where are they add along the econs class..wanted to call X along,but, doncare lar..got K adi ma.. then,went there,ate zhap fan a.k.a economy rice ( rice that goes along with the country's economy i.e economy downturn=price increase) and of coz,the same stall that charge me 7 bucks for zhap fan last time... =.=then went back college,saw X sitting alone there..soo kesian u know..look soo dead~ ooooooh~ then ajak her to library...coz hor, how oso still fren wert, donwan leave her alone ler~ not so kejam yet...

then,in library, she was trying to sleep (fainted) for wateva reason..then SW came up with a brilliant idea.. "i feel like going CC" not bad rit... fine wif me.. waited a long long time before the econs ppl come out... then we're off!!! along wif shyanjen...and for some reason,SW got stuck there for 2 hours!!! wooo .. coz hot, dono y, that lady was trying to persuade him to play 1 extra hour...=.= kesiajn nyer..thats for not having Nina around...

went back library, saw K&X huddled in 1 corner, doing their 'stuff' as usual... then bang here bang there, poke here poke there, hug here hug there... OMG... soo ngan yuen man... even wif Xjr around?? come on..she's not even 18,so leh, don do in front of her ler..look soo innocent...

what a day part.5

today..kinda pathetic day...expected myself to be studying for the whole day since there's no class at all..and for 1 thing.. why am I in college at all??? stupidlar... then hor, sitting in the foyer today,studying..(ermmm....kinda blank out once in a while) then there comes everyone...and of coz, constantly resisting some "forces" to go breakfast and foos... but the thing about foos.. grrrr~ can't resist..darn..and now, my vow will be : no foosing for the entire week!!!...

then, there come xinyi.... then study study study with mengshuen and xinyi and wenchi and errr...not sure whoelse... wait a sec, before wenchi arrive, bear was there~ woo... (the others have chemistry practical) and while me, who wanna go get answers from Ms Kala ( chem lecturer) feeling that leaving mengshuen behind wif them is a bit..errrr..ungrateful..after all, shuen is like an older sister to me...then,there comes wenchi... then there i go, down to the chem lab to see all of them suffer through the entire experiment... and copying answers, is a really boring thing...

after that, all of them wanna go foos again... (all=yunhsi+siwei+max+ some others) and again,leaving shuen there alone? no way... then okielor,when everyone settle down, me... din foos...(so far so good) . went IDP later, bout 12 to that edu fair... hmmm..kinda small as well. and there're many uni reps... and hor..bump into my Eldest Cousin there... OMG..wats he doin there!! shudn't he be in KL IDP?? NOOOOOOOOO~ anywayz, kinda kena lecture a bit, then went around... talked to some reps without understanding anything..@.@ seriously.. with their thick australian accent...@.@ then went lunch-ing with shin,puiEe,chi and jinn at little taiwan..(and for those who haven been there before, don't even think of goin there).. ate something called chicken chop noodle ( the chicken chop is separated from the noodle) and its kinda sucky, but for some reasons, there's that thumbs-up symbol beside it... all the way throughout lunch, trying not to laugh(hello, its shinyee and jinn i'm having lunch with) and not to vomit out my food, is a hard thing to do...after that, went back to college and have to decline shin's offer to drop me back at college (sorilar shin, i really in an emergency leh, tahaning my small business) and wif that stupid taxi driver... trying to start a conversation wif me??? purleaseeeeeeee... i haven forfeit the title of mr Cool...

then later,foosing wif bear... OMG..can't stop sms-ing..reminds me of last time... when i was...haiz... don talk about that lar.. sad diok liao lar....haiz...anywayz, i'll seriously freaking be college the entire week?!!? omg..wat a boring life...

what a day part.4

hmmm...wats so interesting about today..lets see... practically,today was the last day of all classes...yeah~ the very last but some lecturers will have their classes on next week... wuu~ hmmm...kinda heard this story sumwhere..n its kinda romantic:
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too bad... not gonna tell.. blek~ =p and hor, K&X seems like got sumthing leh... donolar, both oso so big adi, its time for it too... and back from lunch, that group of puppy-group start spying again..okielar, maybe they're not so annooooooying, kinda cute as well.. the way they do it... anyway, i'll be going to college everyday eventhough its holiday, both to give moral support and for my intensive campaign... NOOOOOOOOOO~ T.T and of coz, making my way to college tomorrow even when there're no class for me... sad rit?? aiya, enjoying my final moments in college ma, since there's where i've encountered some of the most wonderful stuff in my whole damn life... btw, found this weird book in library, forgot wat its call but it kinda look dictionary to me.. oni that, its full of crap..kinda interesting... anyway,exam is really close, and so is graduation nite and redang trip as well... WOW~ guess i'll be studying really hard now... lesser time to do nonsense.. and of coz, try not to foos too much...

wat a day part.3

lets see,today, K&X din sit together for brunch!!! OMG~ wat to do, friendship more important than gurl ma... i'l do the same if its me anyway..anyway, he went over to sit with sinyen ( he was alone then) and next, okielor, i join in as well... >.< then,after brunching(me) went back to college to go loning around... and telling everyone that i got some complicated stuff??? nvmlar... next, these days, dono y, kept hoping that classes will end sooner... getting a bit restless yeah~ then after class, got my tripleA nite ticket and went CC-ing after that ...

then later,after the boringness thats holding me down for studying...went foos-ing and got thrash by juniors... grrrr~ i'll get my revenge....

i guess thats my day..nothing special..boring as usual.. and from today onwards,i guess i wont be blogging as often..exam is drawing closer...

what a day part.2

today again...ermmm..wat happen adi arrrr?? ermmm... lets see, went to class as usual, ermmm... oh yeah, well, lets see, looks like s3 is gonna join us for the redang thingy as well... there's nothing to complain anyway coz i'm on good terms with most of them anyway.. but,there's sumthing that shudn't happen, n if can,i won't let it happen at all!!! it was like, lets see, it was math then, then walked around as usual, heard Karwye shouted Thomas!!! from somewhere around the corner, then walked over there, can't seem to find karwye..then look here look there...ooo there you are... then he said"hey dude,there're some changes to the room arrangement... look,we're gonna move the gurls out of ur room( yeah) but, tuckseng will be in your room >.< NOOOOOOOOOOOO~ of all people..why him??? NOOOOOOOOOO!!! why can't they juz go to Tioman as planned??? dammit.. and that ..that..that... dono wat to call him... is rather annoying, and kinda bat gua sumore.. wth man....but i din get any further details lar...

then hor, during lunch, tried out the chicken chop with rice... ermmm..not bad lar, and not that nice either, then shared a table with X&K =.= i was like invicible and siwei as well,who tried to join in..too bad... at least he tried rit??? don care lar... they're juz tooooo... absorbed~

then in library, saw a whole group of them sitting there...=.= from past experience, I've learnt that under these conditions, one can never study...yeah..so leh, ran somewhere else, somewhere more quiet... kinda studied a lot today, and fall asleep a couple of time too (not my fault k..juz got K.O by my own writing) and hor,siwei was trying to extract me from that place into the group... nice try though... then until most of them went home, went over to the leftovers consisting of shinyee & PuiEe and of coz K&x getting cosy at the other table...=.= omg..so ngan yun man... ermmm,thats all gua.. ermmm...oh yeah, i've finished revising p3!!! oh yes~ and starting further math now... and lets see,exam is juz like...errrrr 13 days away???

what a day part.1

today hor, damn za dao man..... k&x hor... messaged smsed each other... okielar, i admit lar, sms-ing is not against the law, but sms-ing in class??? OMG~ when they're juz like 5 sits away from each other =.= damn sad man... and it was like, juz a few seconds after x put down her phone (i've been observing for a while for this abnormality) k picked up his.. =.= n its like...OMG rit under the nose of mr Rajah... anyway, i wasn't the only 1 who noticed that, the "Affair of The Gods" i'll call it... and half way through, X left for IMU interview... GOODLUCK GOD!!!!... anywayz,whichever Uni that don't accept her arrr,really arrr... damn sit dai man... then over lunch, during the joking n gossipping session (before lunch arrive) , as we talk talk talk and as usual, me, listen listen listen, wat to do, i'm the kind who don't talk much... then slowly, k&x is in the topic...woo... and they we're talking about the sms thingy as well... OMG... I'm not the only one who realise that..woo... and of coz, as usual, the greatest story of all time, the tale of Chris... and today, as usual... crap a lot in class ( according to some ppl) something bout Sex Party??? wat asshole..
then after lunch, everyone go their separate ways, some went home, some CLC, some library, while me, plan to go library, but hor, walk half way, sei lor... forgot to reload my phone.. okielor,mai go reload lor, din expect to take more than 5 minutes anyway, but,went there, saw MeiMei sitting all alone waiting for her darling to finish foos... look soo kesian, so leh, fast fast reload, then go teman her keng kai for a while lor.. then go kutuk kutuk "YongSui" for a while... go add minyak on fire...
then after that, okielor,spend half and hour talkin to her, wanna go library,walk half way, bump into K n Yunhsi, then drag me go foos..again... the after that, retreated to library to at least catch up on p3 a bit.. went there, followed K ( which i think is looking for KW n the rest) then settle down wif PuiEE n Shinyee they all... then after a while, everyone left, leaving me all alone...T.T .. nothing wan lar, i'm a loner k~

blur day

well,last nite, i was having this funny dream...it was kinda the dream in a dream in a dream in a dream thingy..which in short means that i'm stuck in my own head?? no way man...well, i have this funny feeling that this is so gonna happen earlier... even now, i'm not convinced whether am i still dreaming or not...@.@

then hor, in college today, was kinda blur... and kinda enjoying myself till winter melon drop from the sky, bounce on the table and... and... no comment... waited for a while, ran over to karwye's table with hopes of stealing some stats answer... but hor..xuan le ba.. i'll juz wait for HIM to return my paper and " if this easy question oso dono how to do.. blah blah blah..." then hor,thought that start class at 8.30 but which is actually 9.30.. who cares lar, class is still as boring as usual.. then after class during break, karwye was discussing bout the redang thingy... was talking bout the room placement anyway... and as usual, so wei da he sacrifices himself and have to sleep wif s2 ppl... i wonder wat'll happen if he share the same bed as ewwjin... oh yes,i can't wait for that to happen..jk oni lar... don take me seriously.. =p and me n siwei will have to share a room wif xinyi and susan..=.= actually,seriously speaking, i don really mind that happening..hehez.. ( hello, i'm innocent k... ) since they're kinda innocent as well, but sharing a room with people like wanjinn and shinyee is a different story.. who knows, might get raped my them in the middle of the nite... then hor then hor, i have a feeling someone might creep into our room in the middle of the nite.. u know lar u know lar... wink wink...

then hor, after class, went cultural convention again, for 1 hour.. consider very little adi lar... and God pawn more than me.. and being in the same team as them, feel so lightbulb( and thats what i put as the name anyway) then after conventioning,went to library to study(exam round the corner please) with puiee they all, coz adi told them i'll be joining them ma... but mana tau, sorilar puiee, i din know that they'll follow..grrr... and wif shinyee constantly erupting wif laughter, there's no wonder why everyone in the library is staring at us....>.< so malufying man.... and can't tahan adi, wif gods beside me,decided to take a walk outside to take some air and to wake myself up as well... went back there,sat down, try not to look to the right and be a lightbulb and trying to make myself as small as possible at the same time...damn depressing man...then feel gam gai sumore leh... haiz

Lab-our Day

today, is suppose to be a day where i'll juz sit around ignorin every single affair in the world regardless whether its politics or sport or anything at all... well, like i say, suppose oni lar... early in the morning (bout 10 like tat lar) decided to crawl out of bed coz my stupid neighbour decides to renovate his house..again?? OMG.. its labour day please... can't like let me sleep more than 10 hours for once???

then,woke up adi, went downstairs to start my food hunt, then saw football on tv... Chelsea vs Liverpool... din really see the whole thing, went off when chelsea stomp liverpool 3-1..no hope lar,chelsea win adi lar...

then walk around,wanted to revise, but, everything start studying, my mind will bewondering everywhere...then went IOI-ing..wanted to watch FerumMan,but... TICKET SOLD OUT!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ don care lar,come back on sunday...hmph..i don believe will forever no ticket... then hor,went home, start revising again, in less than 4 minutes... dozed off a.k.a fainted... really lar...stupid man..i'm not meant for studying anyway...grrrrr~

Dvine my ass

oh ya,before i forgot.. to those who applied for the Dvine thingy, today, is officially the day which the voucher expire...darn...30 bucks man.. and its now all scrap... grrrrrrrr...... and that biatch, u know u know... go 'blow water' like hell, say herself is boss's daughter lar, free movie ticket lar, can gather points lar, lotsa outlets lar, blah blah blah... crap here crap there..OMG... n now what, cheated everyone off their 30 buck?? okielar,i admit, 30 bucks is a small ammount, but, got cheated by a worthless sales person like her??? omg.... of all sales person in the world, y her?? NOOOOOO... so damn stupid ler.. then i'm not only one sumore leh, ppl like xinyi..OMg.. mrs God... fell for it too.. grrrr... if i ever see her again, i'm so gonna pound her into a piece of crap and drag her entire 'company' in along.. DAMMIT