Merry ~*{ Not-so-happee-ending }*~

Quote of the Day
-I'm feeling hopeless now, please don't make this hopelessness ... (searching for word).. *cough*.. even deeper...-mommy

Post of the Day
All in all, its one of those great day ( if choo don't consider the evening lar^^). morning was great... followed by afternoon... whee~ all the way till evening.. wuu~ got thrashed by mommy on the way home.. again.. wuu~ hou happee wor.. as usual lor... say those stuff about..ermm... cant remember the whole thing, only can remember parts of it.. its like :

"i'm feeling hopeless... wasting money on you.. throw money into the sea... feeling more hopeless... dunno what'll you become in the future... many people want ur job.. best job in the world... sit and get $$.. blah blah"

well, all that, spoken from the mouth of someone who stole my childhood away. yeah... the one who destroys my childhood and polute them with books, books, and only books.. oh yeah.. fantastic.. thats cool... and thanx to that.. I'm a NERD~ whee~ an outcast... nd yet, she still blames me for not knowing how to socialise... and who's fault is that??? huh?? its not mine kay.. i'm groomed into what I am today.. yeah~ don care lar...

and her lecture today.. as sharp as knives.. piercing through my tender crystal heart (lets say i've got a heart lar ^^).. and now, its breaking down, crumbs by crumbs, bits by bits.. *sniff*.. who cares... none of my business...at least thats her own opinion... haih.. well, she dono me well ^^ .. who cares.. since i dono myself well either.. each one of us, is mysterious... there're lotsa secrets about us that we dono.. n we're gonna unravel it as we go on living..

nywayz, parents these dayz, choo can never talk heart to heart stuff with them anymore.. its not like choo're not trying.. but.. haih~ in this society, friends are playing a greater role than parents. kids(those like me) can never pour their hearts out to their parents anymore.. oh yeah.. (i don pour anything ever since i was a toddler).. i'm a loner... keeping everything to myself... hmph~