Full House

Seriously, the curse of full house-ness is still being cast on me!!! NOOOOOOOO~ got my exam result today that says

Math  C

Electrical D

Statics HD

Introduction to Aerospace  P

seriously, thats like, A B C D lor T.T a full house… last time A levels also like that… ABBD… still can remember those days… haih~ really hurt dao arrr~ all those that i’ve prepared like crap, got quite low marks, like math, and that stupid programming, as well as Puzzle Based Learning… and all I got is a stupid Pass and Credit…

and for those that I din really study that hard, I got damn blardie frigging unexpectedly high marks =.= like Statics and the other 1… haih~

*sigh~ if only I could’ve poured just a little more effort into whacking those HDs… if only i’ve worked harder… if only I spend more time camping in the library like Doreen Jie… if only I spend more time studying in the toilet as well… if only i join some study group somewhere (nay~ i dont function well in a group)… haih~ ifs

and whats worse, feel myself getting more and more worthless… kenot even fight with Mr C oso… haih~ disappointed arrr!!!! grrrrr~ my arch rival T.T  haih~ suan liao lar… this is a losing battle… regardless of how hard i fight… all the sweat and tears… all the pencil leads… all the tissue in the dustbin… all the panadols… all the empty pens… all the oreos… haih~ such sacrifice just to get good results to prove myself…

yerh~ dono lar dono lar… damn emo lar… grrr…

emu~ ^^

haih~ no point crying over spilt Iced Coffee… *sniff* might as well just pick myself up, and go on with semester 2… haih~ so gonna thrash those who’ve thrashed me…grrrr… gonna beat Mr C if thats the last thing I do… thrash him with dignity… or die trying… *\<determined face>/*

and hereby, i swear to all GODS in the world… if i ever fail anything in the next sem… i’ll just transfer back to monash… and thrash Mr C myself… *hmph*