"my past self will never betray my future self" ... Is something I've read somewhere... Could be from some manga.., dunno n.n nyway, not in my case... I've just starting to realize how many bad decisions that I have done in the past, which of course lead to many bad experience and unnecessary stresses, and of course, which leads to... Hmmm lost of hair, weight gain, lost of temper etc. I could say that bad decisions are littered throughout the years I've been walking this earth.

Stress is not something I can't handle, on normal occasions. Academic stress is something that I can cope, which is something that I've been brought up with . There's nothing that cannot be done... Well, except for my final year project >.< honestly ... A submarine that can fly? Which dummy will choose such project? See bad decisions... A teammate of mine once asked "would you do this project again if you're given a chance to choose over again , or would yu not do it at all"
Well it's not to say that it's crappy or so... But yeah... Having a sucky team... Which generally consist of
#1 Project manager who thinks that he's really important and that the team can't do without him...
#2 A genius jack of all trade who keeps knowledge to himself
#3 Another genius introvert with sudden emotional explosion
#4 Another self righteous dummy who thinks that he knows how to write a 'proper' report/presentation
#5 A graphics pro... Who really turn out to be some slacker... Leaving all his work to the last minute and complain about how stressful work is
#6 Someone who tries too hard to do everything that the rest (not including me) did not bother to pick up
#7 someone who works too hard to support his life and turn up for meeting all groggy and weird
#8 last but not least, me who tries too hard to juggle life and separating academic and project life.
sigh... How bad can it go right? Well, be prepared to be surprised,I've got another presentation up this Tuesday ...if anything would go wrong, this will ^^ and plus... I really do need some quality sleeps... Have been sleeping late for the entire week.... Don't know how long I'm gonna last... And no, I'm not on energy drinks... Surprised? :D

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