crossroad

in a person's life, there will always be a point when we arrive at a crossroad... and now, here i am, at a cross road... or more like, a t-junction.. time for me to make decision.. i think... and my decision, is base on the result that i'm bound to get on monday...

right turn(good result)
If i ever get the good result i wanted, i might find myself in singapore within a week... owh~ i've been dreaming of that ever since form 4 leh~ aiyer~ a dream come true.. hou happee neh~ but hor, by going over, that means, missing a week of class, rushing like hell, cut hair (NOOOOOOO~), etc etc... and of coz, deserting office~ woo~ not that i don like office.. only don like working... and by leaving office, tat means, leaving free air-cond, abandoning kai-ma no.1 ..T.T .. nvmlar... all for the sake of going over.. can jimat $$ ma.. be a guai zhai..woo~ and leave some of my parents treasure for my sis... anyway, i don plan to inherit anything... juz gv her all lar.. i can find my own pile of treasure... no prob man..then hor, go singapore, can find ReeGan..woo~ and Wendy jie jie in NUS~ yeah~

Left turn(bad result) more likely
this is, if my result is downright horrible... and its more likely anyway.. since i know i screwed up almost everything T.T and with sushan saying that she'll fail... that adds more to the pile of newton weights on me.. NOOOOOOO~ and i muz confess, i've been thinking of this for the entire week... deng lar.. getting more nervous as the moment drew nearer... haiz... looks like i'm so gonna go commit suicide if my result suck like shit, so that my parents can't get hold of me... to kill me... coz they'll have to dig me out from my grave... nywayz, decided to apply for australia if i ever suck in it... sobs* which means, leaving behind everything... family,frenz,sunway(d place where i've enjoyed myself most bearing great memories), all my soft toys, my remote control cars, my trophies, blanket, pillow, ah hau's bungalow, redbox, neway, my comp, and many more.. sobs* and this really suck... i've spent all my life in puchong and the area around it.. and now, leaving it all, seem a bit hard.. and hor, going soo far,means spending more $$... i hate spending parents' money.. make me seem soo useless... grrrr~ but hor, according to potato, which i've been video-calling for the whole nite, students can work up to 20 hours/week wor...and hor, there, average pay is like 10-15 bucks per hour.. woo~ and hor say i get 15 bucks, 15 x 20 =300 bucks/week... omg.. in a month, it'll be about 1.2k.. and convert back.. 3.6K.. great.. almost like mommy's salary... its juz.. amazing... deng lar... quite tempted to go over...

nywayz, according to wendy jie jie as well... singaporeans r a bit kiasu... ermm.. true true... but hor, compared to those with the "surname-horse" singaporean's kiasu-ness... is nothing... i'm suffering down here... so leh, to everyone, if possible... get out of here before september 16 comes... i'm predicting sumthing... get out of here.. no matter wat happens...