seriously.. its a super hard week i'm trying to crawl through this week T.T and unfortunate stuff kept happening and i can see history repeating itself.. the last time this has ever happen was my failure to secure the ASEAN Scholarship... and now... failure to even score an A for physic is a disaster and now, get rejected by NTU... wuu~ and the way they put it is like "we regret to tell you that blah blah application has not been successful blah blah" T.T actually, i only saw the "we regret" part and juz close the entire window... i can roughly know what they're trying to say.. and for that, there goes my dream... being tear down slice slice like that of an onion... ～如果你愿意一层一层的拨开我的心~ darn... and now thats left of my childhood dream is juz... a dream after all.. this is juz stupid... reminds me of my overflowing egoness and confidence before exams.. darn... and with this, i vow to... stampede all the other students in the university that i'm bound to get in.. wuu~ ego again~ and hor, with aunty nancy telling me that sucking this exam is not as bad.. as i can take the longer way up where i really wanna be... i'm adi trying to take as many short cuts as possible here... guess one of the shortcuts juz got burried... =.= and with people saying that getting a B is not bad.. =.= sobs* deng lar... don care lar..
looking on the positive side, i may actually get to go over to australia to further my studies!! and pursue my dream~ wuu~ but its like... soo darn far away... away from home, away from sunway, away from everyone... but hor, i can go watch F.I.R concert leh~ OMG~ damn GG~ perhaps... this is actually how HE wants my life to be~ watch F.I.R in action, laze around for 5 more months,go yamcha with wats left of the emo-gang here, and go qiong more k before leaving this place... juz let it be for now...
~the super emo,super disappointed,super sad,super depressed but still yeng cute n kinda lengzhai~ *ThomasThong*~
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