when reality hurts

took a look on my A2 result again... sobs* and grief started falling on me again (literally) or more precisely, like an avalanche falling on me... *sniff sniff* remember the scene in the Mummy3 when an avalanche swept through that temple like building?? that's what i'm feeling now... but instead of snow... mine's juz pure grief... and again.. feel soo dumb.. shud study more (not that i din study enuf) T.T NOOOOOOOOOOO~ if only i could turn back time... i'll go make sure i studied the right thing... stupid physics n chemistry.... grrrrr... don care lar dono lar... i'm gonna go stomp d uni that i'll get in... flatten every single one of them... like how junhau,karwye,n xinyi flatten me in exams.. wahaha.. oh yeah, not forgetting kurt as well... zut zut...