Stressful Week

"my past self will never betray my future self" ... Is something I've read somewhere... Could be from some manga.., dunno n.n nyway, not in my case... I've just starting to realize how many bad decisions that I have done in the past, which of course lead to many bad experience and unnecessary stresses, and of course, which leads to... Hmmm lost of hair, weight gain, lost of temper etc.  I could say that bad decisions are littered throughout the years I've been walking this earth. 

Stress is not something I can't handle, on normal occasions. Academic stress is something that I can cope, which is something that I've been brought up with . There's nothing that cannot be done... Well, except for my final year project >.< honestly ... A submarine that can fly? Which dummy will choose such project? See bad decisions... A teammate of mine once asked "would you do this project again if you're given a chance to choose over again , or would yu not do it at all" 

Well it's not to say that it's crappy or so... But yeah... Having a sucky team... Which generally consist of

#1 Project manager who thinks that he's really important and that the team can't do without him...  

#2 A genius jack of all trade who keeps knowledge to himself

#3 Another genius introvert with sudden emotional explosion

#4 Another self righteous dummy who thinks that he knows how to write a 'proper' report/presentation

#5 A graphics pro... Who really turn out to be some slacker... Leaving all his work to the last minute and complain about how stressful work is

#6 Someone who tries too hard to do everything that the rest (not including me) did not bother to pick up

#7 someone who works too hard to support his life and turn up for meeting all groggy and weird

#8 last but not least, me who tries too hard to juggle life and separating academic and project life.

sigh... How bad can it go right? Well, be prepared to be surprised,I've got another presentation up this Tuesday ...if anything would go wrong, this will ^^ and plus... I really do need some quality sleeps... Have been sleeping late for the entire week.... Don't know how long I'm gonna last... And no, I'm not on energy drinks... Surprised? :D 

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Woot woot~ testing testing 123

8036th day

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Today marks the 8036th day of me being alive, just a month~ish after my 8000th day being alive. it might not sound really significant, but it marks a pretty important milestones in my life.

well guess what, I’m 22!!! holy crap can you believe it?!?!?! Its pretty incredible isnt it?? the journey call life has brought me through thick and thin, different pits, high and low, bitter and sweet… everything… and most importantly, it has showed me the different faces of life and also different people who would play a role (important or not, positive or negative, is another matter) in my life. Like what that little kid in ‘Touch’ once said “every person on earth is connected in one way or the other”.

SO yeah, throughout these 8036 days, I’ve met douchebags, assholes, nice peoples, pushovers, really nice peoples, bastards, really really nice peoples and etc. Well can’t complain =D

I’m really lucky to have met at least a group of outstanding individuals at every stage of my life ever since my primary educations. Well, they might not be very outstanding anymore, but still, they deserve credits.

College Dayz

College marks one of the biggest milestone in my life… my first stepping stone to getting out into the world. The place where I first met a bunch of awesome people… So awesome its blinding… like a solar beam… from Venusaur, after charging for an entire month…

so yeah =D thanks for giving me an awesome 2 years people ^^

Next stage in life : the university life

and of course, people who are constantly by my sides =D. thanks for accompanying me for the past four years. ^^

And now, another cross road. honestly speaking, I have no idea where will I be in 6 months time, will I be studying still? (further education lar, not repeating my final year >.<), or will I be out in the work force with all the big boys? hmmmm… hard to tell, since 80% of my college mates are already out in the workforce… and I’m one of the last ones studying =( meh~

last but not least, thanks to my parents who brought me out into this world and supporting me for the past 22 years. My mommy especially for carrying me for 10 months, 10 hours of labour, 10 minutes of pushing me out… i know its not easy, its like trying to force a bowl into a tomato sauce bottle…

last but not least, thanks to my little sister who made my burfday card … know its not creative, but oh well, one can’t have everything =D i mean… upmh… its not that you’re not creative, just that… I’m much more creative!! muahahaha~ i’m such a bad brother >.<

nywayz, gotta get back to studiez… 2 more exams. to go…

p/s : the previous paper is pretty much a let down… just hoping to pass my paper… sigh… looks like anything related to outer space doesn’t agree with me >.< pressure is on… I just wanna hold on to my division A of 2nd class … sigh…

Happy mom’s day

Happee mama’s day mommy. thanks for bringing me up for 22 years <3

first hi-tea in a few years >.<

Random Pic of the Day

Lenn’s bird nest ring =D interesting eh? see the bird?? ^^

Song of the Moment

带我回去-Zchen

Video of the Day

yu know what’s cool? this is!! =D

Quote of the Day

Not an hour goes by where I don’t think of you… -me

Post of the Day

so yeah… went for a hi tea session with the family yesterday in PJ Hilton… haven’t been there like for ages… 2 years? maybe~ nywayz, pics below ^^

some desserts on display =D

round 1

round 2

dad’s plate

my dessert platter =D

and woot!! mango pudding/custard/jelly… have no idea which and nobody bothered to label them >.< meh~ it was decorated so nicely that at first look , almost anybody will think that they’re just mere wax decorations for the other dishes =D turned out it was edible =D

see that bulb? its actually cherry tomato? with its leaves attached to it… no idea cherry tomatoes are actually soo cute ^^ really… good job to the person who thought of this… deserve some applause… and of course, a pay rise!!

some decos of the place… hmmm~ don’t know when will I get to come here again =) I don’t know…

me? polite?

Random Pic of the Day

mommy’s home planted small chillies…

Song of the Moment

带我回去-Zchen

Video of the Day

this… is bullshit… not even true…

QUote of the Day

being a good person is like being a goal keeper, no matter how many goals you save; some people will only remember those that you’ve missed

Post of the day

so it was like this, my maid came into my room, looked at me, and told me “you’ve gotten more polite and peaceful this year unlike last year where you were short tempered”…

so yeah, it didn’t strike me that… yeah… I’ve been more polite… all thanks to a special person… somebody that meant a world to me… but… sigh~

its still CNY

Random Pic of the Day

this… is good stuff…

Song of the Moment

ren chuo – athena beh

Video of the Day

Quote of the Day

you, me or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. but it ain’t about how hard ya hit. it’s about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward

Post of the Day

one wise man once said “if you really like something, let it go, if it comes back to you, its yours”… well… i don’t think this ‘wise man’ has really like anything or anyone before… I don’t know… I’m just too scared to let go, or even lose this… something…

some people believe that, if you fast on something that you like, you’ll get the things that you hope for… and yes, I’m fasting on something that I really like forever… and… I don’t think I’m getting any closer on the thing that i’ve wished for… losing faith… a little …

i don’t know, this is just too hard on me…

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on a totally different note, I went to the movies in 2 consecutive dayz!!! a movie a day =D

went for Viral Factor (18+) yesterday!! with my sister of course (my faithful wayang kaki) who’s 16+… so yeah… kinda sneaked her into the GSC in 1U… the attendant sorta stared at her for a moment… and my heart sorta stopped… but… woot~ we went through ^^ not bad not bad~ movie was good… but… WHY DOES JAY CHOW HAS TO DIE T.T nooooo~ should’ve just killed off Nicholas Tse =D

then today, went for Ah Beng : the 3 wishes… not bad… got funny , got touching, got sad =D but yeah… nice story line ^^ wonder what movie to watch next…